I Am Just Rambling

So many rules I have adhered to... given by whom? I dont know.
Don't I trust myself? Can't I make rational decisions on my own?
Aren't I not both fully
 a woman and an adult?
Thirty four years. What have I learned? 34- it feels like I just woke up-
just entering the beauty of Oz but not wanting to return to Kansas.
There is a past- one that has darkness and pain and joy but it cannot push me
forward
instead it has kept me trapped until
now.
I suppose I shall recall faces and situations from
time to time
but only in a way to purge them
constantly moving forward
Aware
Only of their lessons not allowing the gathering of baggage
emotionally or spiritually
Super sharp focus
with freedom of fluidity ever changing shape
always maintaining
freedom's concepts
Freedom isnt free I suppose it all comes with a price. Its how we choose
to accept or continue to pay the ransom for something that is already
ours
Limitless or limited-forced or flowing-choices not directions
just is- just being- just.

choose love and be blessed wildly,
wendy